Mr. white guy .

Dude, I miss you . there i said it , i actually love you , but , when we couple , IT FELT SO AWKWARD . But i like it . but when we coupled , i was falling for #mamatjiwangrempit . I totally regret it so much , btw , every time i try to be close to you , you are always going to somebody else , and pulling away from me . No worry dude , I still love you like hell . i reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally miss you .

I'm mising you m-m-m-missing you :' ) i cant believe your growing fast ! . already going to asrama , and leave me behind . And im facing the truth , I not beautiful on your eyes , surely you have somebody else to loove . but I just wish you picked me . but you liked all of my best friends making me , like , godd , dude yr killing me ! I'm jelous okay ?! . even when we were outing , I wanted to walk beside you , but you keep going to another person , you walked with everyone ! Except me : ( gosh yr so cute  : ( what's the hurry , maybe we could give a shot at this thing one more time . i know , i'm just a poor girl , i need no sympathy . anyway the wind blows , doesnt really mean to me . Life has just begun as a teenagers , so all children , out there , this things are going to happen . when we are devastated , we just smile and say "I'm okay " but the truth i could burst into tears in any moment .

? well , whatever , i just want you dude . Nobody else . That day , yr voice were like a rock star . haha . i was so worried . You had a fever . wow . hope Bunny , and smart girl take care of you there . well maybe , you founded a new girl there . It's okay . I still love you though , and care about you , more than other people could . WOW . this is the first time i wrote this long ._. Nvrmind as long it's for you . It's okay : )

Well , what else i can say , I LOVE YOU Mr. WHITE GUY 

And i miss you . 

Bye <3